Sunday, March 15, 2009

I'll be ok
It will pass...
I will smile again
I just need a few days
To recover
From this relapse
I just need to cry
A few more tears now
I know
You understand.
There are happy days
Usually
But there are also
Days of longing
Moments of trying hard
To forget
Moments of wanting
To see you again.
So today
I am not well
I see you when
I close my eyes
That's why I can't
Get out of bed.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Sometimes I think about you.
I remember your gentle manner,
The assertiveness you use
when you talk about things you are passionate about,
...and I miss you.
There are so many things I miss,
And so many ways I miss them,
I don't even know how to understand it all.

It is timeless, this love,
I forget about the wrinkles under my eyes for a minute.
And I am young,
lost in time
--And you are my friend again.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Half of a song for mom

You lived life free
You taught me
How to laugh, to cry
How to walk, to fly.
Wish my love
Was strong enough
To bring you back to me
I need you to be near
‘Cuz it’s dark here
And I am alone,
It’s dark here
Chorus:
And Shadows dance
On the ceiling
I confess
What I’m feeling
I look down
at my heart
I’m afraid
It’s not healing
Then you come
Like an Angel
Erase my night
You’re my star
You’re my star
You’re so far
You are so bright