lowness

I feel so small
Underneath it all
Underneath my smile
And bright eyes
I disguise a need
I need you.

I am so tired
I can't make anyone happy
Anymore.
Not even myself
And I am alone,
So far from Home.
I need you.

I crumble down
I hit the ground
I just lie there
Unable to get up.
I can't get out of all this mess
And my distress
I can't admit I'm unhappy
I need you.

What do I do?
I'm torn in two
And trapped in a life I do not want
But I can't undo.
I have no power
And I'm a coward.
I need you.